Any way?

Sometimes She wonders if after all the things You've lived, all the Experienced you've get all along this time,
all the shitty n good times life has brought You both ....Is there a way to Be Ok?

Is there a way to repair what seems to be (apparently) unfixable? - She thinks -
Do you fix it? do u renew it? or do u just let it go letting time do It's Thing?
How do you heal? What's the best way to let.things.be? or maybe you just forget 'bout them?!
How do you delete from ur files what's already been deleted?? (at least that's what u think...). Do you Re-Delete?
....how do you.... repair yourself from..... - ALL - ?    - She asks -

Do U feel the same? R u still living the same?
Life's been shit since They said Good-Bye.
SO Many things to deal with, problems, stuff.... 'n  uncountable ways to deal with that, too....

She did what she had To Do. - As You Did -.
Just Temporary Fun with different ways to drain stress n problems...
She Followed ur advice Over.'n.Over.Again.
It's been fun but, It is also like a Vicious circle, winding up at the same point each time.

The Non-Compromise Area. The Bachelorette's Rules.The Crazy Solitude (and not so solitude) #Wasted(Fucked)Moments

She's on those -Quiet.Non Stressed.Sober- moments now, where all She wants to Know is if there's  ANY.WAY to fix It? to give it a Chance and start from Zero leaving the old shit very very far away? Just mocking on each other for all the things experienced, being the Partners and Accompliences They Always were?? --- A Love Like THAT Can't be Done, can't be Gone. As Simple as That. ---.

She doesn't  wanna loose... You, not Again. She's doesn't want a Forever.Farewell. 
SHE  KNOW'S it can be better. It has always being better when They're together....
But THAT's just not Up To Her.

C'est fini.... Momentaneously....

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